I Would For You
Pulsation of remorse cascade throughout my heart,
While I sit and recollect my memories of you.
Uneasiness and agony escort me during these reflections,
Longing that I could reconstruct the antiquity of our existence.
Conscious now that I would only damage you from the start,
At that time, I would not permit this to be something I would do.
I would in addition renounce all of my affections,
That I have eternally retained for you and cage them at a distance.
Unconditionally this I would do just to keep you sheltered,
From the mental anguish and betrayal of my love and lust.
All the while I would still be mourning your love to embrace me,
Beseeching your love to cure my affliction and hallucination.
I would neglect myself to keep our intimacy from being altered,
Nevertheless, holding on to you as a friend to me is a must.
Hence as I settle here I hope that you not trickle a tear for me to see,
I wish to behold a smile for this will be my final separation.