In the silent screaming of my room
I lay in my private womb
As the burning daggers slice my skin
The silent screaming starts to win
As the pain starts seeping through my womb
It locks me in my dusty tomb
The pain enduring through it all
I feel myself begin to fall
As the warmth of my womb begins to break
My body is plunged into an icy lake
As my body goes numb
I start to hear a deafening hum
Once the hum starts to stop
I hear my joints give a sickening pop
The pop is what i fear the most
Until my soul begins to coast
I coast through the pit
Where they keep all the shit
All the shit you told me when you weren't around
All the shit you told them when my body was found
Now that I'm in this hellish place
I can see behind the disguise to you're real face
The face you kept hidden from me all along
The face you showed when i said so long
So long to the pain and the misery i felt
The hand i was dealt
Was as shity as could be
Especially all the parts where you lied to me
Lied to me about where you were going at night
Lied to me, especially when we had all the fights
The fights about why you were never there
And the way you acted like you didn't even care
The fights that we had, they all led to this
I'll be the thing tat you'll sorely miss
You'll miss all the good times that we had
You'll miss all the bad times that we had
You'll miss all the things you loved about me
You'll miss all the things you hated, don't you see
You'll miss all the things that happened between us
And as you wait for the bus that you take
You'll realize this, and finally, awake
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