I have lost my control
I’ve allowed one person…one person too many
The control within this world…
Within this life I ultimately live.
Years ago, I jumped when you said jump
I asked how high when you did not say
I’d beg to come down when you did not allow such a thing
I thought our games were over?
I thought I ended it
By allowing you to get what you deserve
By allowing what was coming to you
By helping them put you where you belonged
In all reality the game…My friend
Has just begun!
You’ve been pulling my leg and pushing all the right buttons all my life
You know me so well it’s sickening
But I suppose this was all part of the plan, your scheme, and your games
Getting to know me wasn’t something you wanted or desired in an appropriate way
It was simply part of the process in
Getting to know me … was simply your way to control me on a different level.
And you have succeeded