also *crys* that is really touching .. How you are trying to forgive her .. I also am trying to forgive people in my life. I Love how you talk about him ... because I only met him twice and knew right away that his kids where his world..... He seemed like such a positive and forgiving person. wish i could have known him better.
*crys* that is a good poem... forgiveness is not easy but it is the right thing to do. I know he is in a better place today smiling down on you. I know he would be happy to see how much you have grown. Try to forgive her, you know he would. He has done it before and would do anything for those kids. He loves all of you and your hear will mend. Justs give it time. Time is all it will take. God will see she is judged, that is her fate. If she did it, she is in for a rude awake... i kinda made this into a poem...sorry...it just kinda flowed...but this will all work out in the end.