“P” As In Pornstar
I’m watching you through this glass screen,
and it kills me,
to see you on your hands and knees.
I can’t get these images out of my head,
makes me sick seeing you,
feet in the air,
legs spread.
I wish that I could just…
cause there’s so much that I just…
There’s so much I want to say to you,
but the more I watch,
the harder it gets,
and the longer I wait,
the less of you there’s left…
So what do you say honey,
what would you say to this?
What would you say,
to leaving behind all this?
Tell me what happened,
to the girl who had me at my knees,
walked down sidewalks,
as if she owned the streets.
The girl who had dreams knocking on her door,
dreams that didn’t entail lying face down,
ass up,
on cold basement floors.
I wish that I could just…
cause there’s so much that I just…
There’s so much I want to say to you,
but the more I watch,
the harder it gets,
and the longer I wait,
the less of you there’s left…
So what do you say honey,
what would you say to this?
What would you say,
to leaving behind all this?
So run with me,
and know that it’s okay,
you’re only human,
we all make mistakes.
Don’t let your past,
outrun your dreams,
and don’t let your hopes,
drown in misery.
I wish that you could just…
see how this kills me inside,
cause there’s so much that just...
won’t heal with time.
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