I used to wake up every morning
To find our limbs entwined
My heart would beat a little faster
Just knowing you were mine
I used to lay and watch you sleep
Marvel at the innocence that came over your face
Then you would awake and be my demon again
And I would fall from grace
I used to live to make you smile
I used to love you beyond measure
I never wanted to be without you
And your particular brand of pleasure
I used to dream that you'd come back
That you would realize you'd made a mistake
And every day was a living hell
And there was nothing but the ache
I used to think my choice was right
That I could have you in this way
I gave you my body, hoping
That it would somehow make you stay
I used to believe I loved you
But I know it isn't so
I loved the man you used to be
And I finally let that person go
You used to be my everything
Now there's nothing left to do
The past is dead and buried
But somehow, I still miss you |