The night air is heavy,
its filled with my guilt.
Each step brings me further to insanity
crying over spilt milk.
I'm trying to find my way back to you,
carrying my tears in a cup,
we've never been out of love like this
and darling I've had enough.
I'm pulling my sweater closer
but comfort still escapes me.
Deceit sends shivers to my bones
and the light becomes harder to see.
I'll erase the blame from my forehead,
it's your mistake not mine.
I didn't lead you into his willing arms,
you followed the bell's chime.
I'm tired now so I'll wait a while
and sit here on these steps.
I'm hoping time will catch up to me,
bring laughter to the tears I've wept.
So I'm waiting for yesterday
before all my world had changed,
tomorrow doesn't seem too promising
and the present feels too strange.