To know that you're ugly
a means to an end at best.
That the person that you love
sees sex with you as a chore
something they detest.
No matter how hard you try to believe
being sexy and fuckable
is something you know
you'll never achieve.
That to have someone want you
with that burning desire.
Will never happen,
unless they're a good liar.
To look into their eyes
and see want and pure lust.
Is a dream you'll never have
not even just once.
A failure
a let down
a sloppy fuck!
Unworthy of wanting
no more pretending it's such.
Face it!
You're ugly,
disgusting at best.
Let him go
let him leave you!
He deserves the rest!
He's pretended
he's tried.
He's faked want and desire.
In his heart he loves you
so he became a good liar.
Let him go
to be free.
To find someone better!
You're ugly
disgusting
and that's all you'll be ever!!
September 19,2007
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