a 3d mind by maggotgirl

Been told atleast a thousand times to stay away
but you had me so very surprised
you put on a challenge for me most days
a challenge on my mind
but i'd still love to have you around
you're a salty water ocean wave
you knock me down you kiss my face
i know this storm is gonna come
but i'd still love to have you around
and who knows what will come next
so rambunctional yet you're so relaxed
a rollercoaster built to crash
but i'd still love to have you around

scatter seeds of mystery
everywhere i go
scatter bits of shyness
but you'll watch me grow
gather up all my weaknesses
know me for who i am
buds of honesty i have collected
i'll keep them for that i trust you
feel like i can confide in you dear stranger
but you have color in you like no one else
not just black or white
it is so very rare
everytime you express thought about the world
im saying the same in my head
i know youre scared in some way
and yet i am frightened too
at the same time wanting to hold you
hold you close to me
but i cant help if i like to be kissed
even though you dont know it
and not even alot of things about me
but you know im indecisive

and more indecisive than ever
against all tradition
in the past, looking back at me
dear youre not who you used to be
all those pills to be a fix for you?
it's all over now
but why thou so angry little girl?
tears and tears used to pour everyday
with no reason at all
those shrinks never got how i was just that way
so many dark clouds hovered above me
but then a light sparked upon me
a girl in the world
barking up the wrong tree
not a creature conditioned into this two dimensioned matrimony
but i think you feel the same as i do
always in your deep state of mind
it amuses me like so
i just hope youll still come around
but you are you
and i am i
you do your thing
and i'll do mine
and if in the end we end up together
it's beautiful...