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  Submission Name: waiting for the hammer
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| Author: | Raistlin Sith | | ASL Info: | 20/M/TX
| | Elite Ratio: | 3.37 - 96/148/52 | | Words: | 170 |
| | | Class/Type: | Poetry/Serious | | Total Views: | 121 | | Average Vote: | No vote yet. | | Bytes: | 1084 |
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i was expecting to be crushed when she outright told me one day that she didn't want me, that she found someone else. But she never said it, and i stopped getting bothered when she hid stuff from me, when she flaked out.
i started waking up to the fact that I emotionally couldn't handle the waiting any longer. This is me mentally preparing for the worst, and pointing out the facts to myself, forcing myself to wake up to what was going on.
i hate playing games, but she loves that sort of thing. i always tried to avoid doing it, but if you want to be with her, that's how it has to go. I started to wise up to her, to draw a line where i wouldn't be walked on. The last part is just a warning to her that i won't be here forever, and if i do leave, it wasn't because i never tried. |
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waiting for the hammer
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i kept waiting for the hammer
to tear into my chest
on the day you'd turn me down
and i'd seldom ever rest.
but that blow just never came
when you started flaking out;
i didn't feel the need to cry
or turn to you and shout.
i just finally came to realize
the harsh reality
that if you really wanted to
you would have been with me.
all those other words
were just a ploy to stall
when you bailed on me for others,
when you didn't want to call.
i guess i'm too available
or treated you too well
and no one wants what's right there
so i won't go through this hell.
so it's up to you to take a chance
or piss it all away
on trying to fake happiness
but i haven't got all day
if you let that clock keep ticking
and someone comes along
and i'm no longer standing there
don't think i did you wrong. |
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