whether it be drugs or alcohol.
forget about your thoughts and dreams and pains.
and when you fall even further the following day
do it over and over again
until it doesn't hurt anymore
until you're nothing.
because you can't handle it any more.
but you can't go back to your old habits.
form new ones.
Swallow... What a wonderful concept. I swallow at least six or seven pills everyday (although I'm supposed to take two), so I kind of know what you mean.
I really like this. It's sad, but that's part of why I enjoyed it. The way it's set up is very nice too. You make a wonderful point.
"and when you fall even further the following day
That may be my favorite part. It's true that you can't go back to old habits and must form new ones because the old ones just don't work anymore (aside from the fact that it also seems so much better).
"until you're nothing"
That makes me think of being numb... which drugs and/or alcohol can do.
I would critique something to make this comment more useful, but as usual, there's nothing I would change.