unable to move,
it's as if i'm glued to the spot,
trying to reach out,
but i can't,
my mind is too far gone,
staring down at my body,
so tender, so limp,
watching as the blood oozes.
from the pinkish flesh,
i now call my wrists,
lying on the bathroom floor,
watching a world spin in my head,
the walls closing in,
trapped, practically dead,
a banging in my head,
taking me away fast,
close to being able to feel...
no pain, nothing,
i slip away slowly,
my mind going blank,
corners of my mind,
now completely black,
i'm free of all pain,
in peace as it is,
but they took me to a hospital,
and now, i have to live. |