Just to let you know, that even though you have disappointed me. I still look up to you. I still love you and I miss you. Just to let you know, No matter what, You know I'll always be here for you.
And maybe you still have those seconds where you close your eyes & reminisce on the days when we were all laughing together. Remember when we would comb each others hair, and had our talks before we would go to sleep.
Sweet dreams and may the Angels sleep with you.
Yeah, I remember those words.
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Its crazy how one person has the power to separate a family. and it brings me to tears to know that I wont be able to laugh with you. Brings me to tears that I may never be able to see you again. My emotions rise; wanting to stab the person that created this feeling.
and even if I never said anything like everyone else. I wish you never met him. Than again, both of you have created the most beautiful baby. A baby that brings a smile to my face, every time I think of her. I don't think she's a mistake. She's a gift from God.
Remember those times when you used to help me with my boy problems. Those times when we used to wear each others clothes. Remember that apple fight? I'm sure you remember a few enjoyable minutes with us. Remember the tears we shared?
and even though you disappointed me. I wanted you to know, I still look up at you.
The other day, A few people told me I looked just like you. It brought a smile to my face because you're beautiful.
Sweet dreams and may the Angels sleep with you Sister. |