I used to be admired
desired. until I became expired
I grew up in the "hood"
always up to no good
doing only what I want,
never doing what I should
and it's a damn shame
it happened in the same frame
and as I look back to it
only I was to blame
stupidity, to let you within my complex
cassette decks play my life
over and over, and whats next
you thought I did it for the money
but it wasn't that my friend
I did it for the laugh I would get in the end
and I did, I got it and it made me glad
to see everyone around smile
when they used to be sad
I never thought I was a hero
when I was doing it for the De niro
but since it wasn't that
my life amounted to a zero
and it pains me to see my homies
playing other songs
smoking out of bongs
never righting all their fucking wrongs
from up here, I see clear
from the front and from the rear
and all the light I shown on you
made you all so insincere
It doesn't matter, can't remember
what its all about
thoughout this whole thing
my mind reversed an inner shout
This ain't a poem, this is rambling from within
I've never wrote a poem in my life
and with that I'll let this end......... |