A thorn driven into my heart past the point of nowhere
I sit and wait for something better
I cannot understand what went wrong
A simple place filled with the one thing it never had
One act caused my pain, one act caused all of this
The last domino from the bottom, toppled the rest
This life I had always hoped would come
Now lays in the street, waiting for destiny
Waiting for its judgement, when God will say,
Depart from me, for I knew you not
Why must we constantly be victims of
The simple complex smiles of everyone else,
Why must we suffer the past mistakes
For something we are repented of,
I feel like breaking down,
Giving up, my life now astray,
I try to look to you, but you give me no heed
I hoped it wouldn't come to this but,
I just wanted to say one final goodbye,
One goodbye to settle the rest, the petty farewells
I gave to you everyday, not knowing if we were there to stay
Confused, hurt, scared, running from nothing
I keep my eyes open and my heart torn
Nothing gets in my way, my sweat running into blood-shot eyes
Staples and thread, hanging on by a measley line
Give me everyday, everything, something better than this
I can't see myself anymore, stripping myself down
My actions justified by my life
Everything is worth waiting for
You all stare, but I'm still not made of stone
Was my pain just a stage? |
Submission Name: tan-gleš -noun -definition #7
