what does this all mean? so many feelings i cant purge from this cold flesh. so many things left to the damnation of silence. so hopeful still, even as i wallow here in hopeless abandonment. who can say what tomorrow brings. i take another look at these scars. do they mirror the ones left on my heart? i know that all things fade with time but these white lines are still crisp and crystal clear. what about in five years? will my heart still linger here? will these tears still wake me from my painful dreams of you? just one last kiss. but you denied me this. but still, i can taste your lips and the burning they left, never leaves my skin. i try so hard not to remember the one thing i never want to forget. i'm such a fucking mess. i love you so much i hate you. ill never begin to forget about you, even when you've forgotten about me. ill never stop loving you. ill just wait right here, alone where you left me. |
Submission Name: White Lines
