I know you will never understand me,
never try to either,
but why are these tears falling for you;
for me?
Why are they here
I tried to ignore your neglet
I still strive to be the best just for you
even though it'll never matter to you I still try
and when you ignore me, your child
I still hope you love me
if not love then at least acknowledged me
I'm hoping your 'love' was to make me stronger
I'm hoping your harsh words were to make me strong
And while I write this letter to you
I'm still hoping you at least loved me
at least acknowledged me
I've did everything I could to make you care
and nothing has mattered to you
I've become one of the best, but still nothing has changed
Will this letter change you
will this bullet change the way you think of me;
your child?
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