how do i find happy again? -------------------------------------------
I should of seen this coming
I knew I could of been like this
I tried to change my mind from this
You love me
and I don't love you
It's my fault
I knew that I would screw something good up
I tried to become something new
I tried and tried
But it just doesn't work like that
You see so much
Of what really isn't here
It's hard for me
Cause I've waited for a love like this
For so long
But its all wrong
and i'm all wrong for you
But you won't listen
and I won't talk about it
It only takes so much for me to run
and in my mind im a million miles away
But you hold me so tight
Im afriad that I could die
I can't breathe anymore
I don't know up from down
I guess its okay if your happy
But how do I find happy again?
Happy is not the answer. Ever. What good ever came out of being content?
As for your poem, Really cool. Its all good. I loved the part about not listening vs. Not talking. Communication isn't always key. But, then again, my heart always gets broke 'cause of that [censored].
everything you want will destroy you, everything you dont feel for loves you. i'm trying to find happy myself. so far all i've learned is there is no such thing. let go and join the search again, at least its a thrill. i'd die of boredom, i live for disaster and chaos.