Once again, I find myself in his arms
I want so badly for this to last
Stirred in mix of passion and lust
In that moment, I fall hard and fast.
Yet this guilt consumes me
In the moment his skin touches mine
Overcome with a passionate rush
Every thought escapes my mind.
Darkness clouds over my eyes
Blinded I feel I now must be
Like being lost in a dark tunnel;
I can only see the light in front of me.
The tunnel only gets darker,
I see nothing of circumstance
Vaguely can I see these road blocks;
Lost in him, lost in a trance.
Soon reality will start to shape
I feel the pain as the guilt consumes
Betrayal, my love will feel
I'm left feeling broken and used.
Feeling such passion, such lust
Like a heavy drug, I'm addicted
But followed by guilt, and shame
Like a cheater, I'm convicted.