Saw it coming
and did not flinch.
Waited out the waiting,
patience still obtaining,
it hits me and all I do is wince.
There's a boy on the beach
and a boy about to breach
my sanity but all I want
is what I cannot reach.
Closed my eyes
could not wish it away.
All of what what has passed hence,
cursing my greatest defense,
still nothing to say.
Oh, my God.
Still nothing to say.
There's smoke to this flame,
smoke in my eyes, tears of shame,
but who can know,
if I am the only one to blame.
Felt so sore
with dark becoming day.
Fatigue wins the fight.
Shadowed pale light.
What will go, what will stay?
Oh, my God.
Still nothing to say. |