In shallow pits- i wallow like a pig,
drool and play- innocent like a kid,
In your pitiful sympathy- i toss and tumble,
in your abusive hate- still and humble,
Lose my self awareness and freedom,
your frends, i try to please them...
I am a slave to your love deception,
when i should disagree, i accept them,
I am lost to your misconstrued affections...
i am a confused twisted love reflections...
Hate the self love that view you as conflict,
i have an emotional attachment- an addict...
This is love, because this all i have known,
the only love that you have ever shown...
You are the love of my worthless life...
i only- hope to be your descent loving wife,
I can not live without you- you are my world,
no matter what- i will always be your girl...
You left, since i couldn't love you right...
with loving hands- bury you and your new wife
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