The way I'm wathcing.. Life just flies by just waiting for someone to try and stop it. But they meet in failure, they to realize... exsistance.. Is it pointless.. They hold the blade so close... Waiting... just waiting.. for it to fade away into the nothingness....
I don't know how to tell you this.
I'm postive you won't care.
I don't understand the way I think,
or who I really am.
I hide from those that care,
put up barriers to keep them away.
I don't want them to worry,
I wish they wouldn't care.
The ones I don't want to hurt,
I end up hurting everyday.
I love you, it's a sensation,
I never used to know.
But you let me see it,
It's bee so hard since letting you go.
It was never what I wanted.
I hate the way the thinking goes,
hidden reasons as to why.
Deep down in my soul I feel you watching.
You watch me as you plot,
the most bitter end of me.
Parting... It was sad.
You instead became mad,
Leaving me to associate love as bad.