It was a beautiful dream
In it I was a Tigress, and I was free and the air was clean
I ran with the wind, not against it, and my old Strength was back, inside me, a part of me
It was a beautiful dream
I lay on my back in the sun, the waters clear, the sand cool
I watched the monkeys play their games with a drowsy awareness that one wrong step and I could eat them whole
It was a beautiful dream
I felt claws pierce my belly and the blood that ran forth was like a waterfall of crimson silk
I fought with a vicious ferocity that made the silly cub recoil into the night
It was a horrible dream
I could not breathe and the night pulsed with life that I could not feel
I felt so weak, and was defenseless when it came
It was a horrible dream
And then I awoke
To find the claws in my belly were my own
And to see that the shadows of life were real, and scared
It was all a horrible dream
My head ached and I could not breathe
The shadows said I would be fine, that all of this would pass away
It was all a horrible dream
My shadow finally left my side
Left me to try and dig the fears from my mind
It was all a horibble dream
And now I sit here weak as a kitten
Knowing that I must be the Tigress that lurks beneath |