The Binge
It happened again.
The binge, I mean.
A fully fledged one this time,
I don’t do things in halves.
It just came at me.
Out of nowhere.
Came quickly and left me stranded.
Wham, bam, thank you ma’am.
And now what?
Disgusted and dirty,
I sit and wait.
It will be back again.
I anticipate it,
Feel a little high.
Almost as if I want it.
I deserve it.
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