Here my life goes again straight down the drain
Wanted so much not to have this pain
At least this time, I'm not the one at blame
I don't have to hold my head in shame
I want to be happy and stay that way
To be able to live life for a day
I guess its just my never ending fate
To be consumed by tears and hate
To see this world in a different light
Instead of seeing it only at night
If only you could see how much I hold inside
Everything that makes me run and hide
See you're happy you got your man
All of it went according to plan
You say you're sorry but thats a fucking lie
Like you said "If I lost you I would die"
I hear nothing now in your voice
And yet you say "you had no choice"
It didn't matter about our son
You just wanted it to be over and done
Why didn't you just stab me in the heart?
Instead of ripping it out and tearing it apart!
Oh wait, thats right, you don't give a shit!
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