The One Thing I Fear The Most by Clementine

Now i lie here drenched in my sorrow
remembering those times that we've spent
i once looked in your eyes and saw hatred
i tried to forget but i can't

those memories kept wors'ning the pain
though i smile so the world won't see me
there's still this feeling i cannot explain
this feeling that kept me insane

and if only i knew that you're
the one thing i fear the most
i would've stopped myself from falling...

if i'm on top of a mountain
and i jumped the whole height
i'd realize that you're never there to catch me
but it's too late to bring back my life

you're everything i ever wanted
you're like an angel sent from above
but then you left me weak in the darkness
and it hurts me when you never came back

and if only i knew that you're
the one thing i fear the most
i would've stopped myself from falling...

by this time i'm recalling those moments
crying as i lie in my bed
now the stars seem to fadewhen they see me
'cos they know that you're still in my head

i crawl as i look for my sunlight
for the hope that was once by my side
i've been stupid for following your footsteps
now i cry coz you're still here inside

and if only i knew that you're
the one thing i fear the most
i would've stopped myself from falling...

it's sad to realize that i've
waited forever to see you
now it hurts just to know you're alive...