You said you were leaving...
Deep down I didn't want to believe it
I won't admit anything but deep down
Your words stung, the wounds are deep
Im crying these nights
Waiting for you and the tears
Keep coming, they aren't stopping
Anytime soon and I wrote in those pages
Such tear jerkin pages, the ink runs and the
Words are smudged
One glance at the date, time is slow
Minutes turn to hours, eventually days
And years turn to centuaries, your not here
Your still aren't here and Im still so lost
My fingers they twiddle and twirl
My mind is turning and churning
But nothing seems to do anything
I mark off the date and I wait patiently
But I know your coming back very soon
I just have to be patient, but its so hard
And I feel like Im loosing everything I got
One of these days I fear everything I once had
Will soon disappear and maybe after all
In the end Im left here all alone
And you'll never show up |