Description: I wrote this during the one time I felt like suicide...hope ya like it.
Lost Memories -------------------------------------------
I lay in Bed
With a gun placed beside me
My thoughts running over my life
I thought I could live without Love
But I was wrong
Because he came
He stepped into my life
He had changed it all
But then he start to fade away
Leaving me alone
All I had believed in had been lost
My heart being smashed
My world started to crash
I leave him with my final words
My day has come, so I must go
Though my beating heart leaves you
My burning spirit will stay with you
For the love I held
It shall never fail.
I understand how you felt. I was dating a guy that I thought that I would be with for a long time. He dumped me. I thought that I loved him and tried to repress those emotions because we had to see eachother everyday. Turns out I did love him, but not enough to spend my whole life with him. I was just caught up in the feeling of someone feeling that way for me. Now I feel that way about someone else. What I'm trying to say, is that it'll get better. Gread write/read.
when i was reading this all i could think about was this guy i was dating for about 5 months. i was having some real problems with my life and if he didn't come into it at that moment, i don't know what i would have done, he made my life worth living, and i thought we were great, but deep down i knew we would be over soon, as if on que he called me one day and said he thought we should break-up, he cheated on me with three girls. by then i was numb, i wasn't mad, even though i knew i should be, i wasn't sad even though i knew i should be. i just said "okay, goodbye" and hung up.
thats the last time i ever sopke to him. And still to this day, i'm not mad. but i do miss his company sometimes, he always mad me laugh, and smile.
but it's time to move- on there's other fish in the sea, mourn their loss, but don't get trapped with in your sorrow.