i'm not sure what to say, though i do know that i can relate 100%. You laugh when your suppossed to laugh, you cry when your supposed to cry, everything is forced even the sparkle in your eye. i'm not gonna say i know exactly how you feel, because, really, no does. but people, me included have or are there.
i think your peom portraits that. you express everything with passion. most depressed poems are overreated, and i hate that, but this subject might be used a lot, but your choice in words are not, and that helps in the long run. Great job!!! ^_^
hey i liked it i really relate to it im in a situation now were i just quit useing coke an herion an i should be happy but i feel more lost then ever i sit alone every day and have nothing left but my mind to eat away at me and my greatest fear relizied and im doing all of this not for my self but for someone that is unsure it seems pointless but i cant let go i think ur poem was intensly deep i could invision every thing u seid perfectly