I've let my relationship fade
Conquest forgotten
A past invited back
I'm reacting to nothing
Proactive no more
Folded hands and bowed head sacrificed
Mediocrity will suffice for now
So odd, this trailing off has been
What once was "used,"
now becomes "used to"
It all just slips away from me
Failing to shriek the right key
The World's cold embrace takes over
A war wages on and still I ignore
Losing sight of what I ever once prayed for
Distracted by butterflies, shiny things and chores
This isn't what it feels like
This simply isn't it...
It's...not...anything at all...