i wish i could tell you
everything i hold
inside me.
that we could lie together
on dark and lonely
nights,
and i could impart
every hidden passion,
secret desire,
hidden motive
to your unreadable face.
i wish i could fall asleep
beside you
and wake up
beside you
and live
beside you.
i wish
you would be proud enough
to hold my hand
as we walked down the street
and laugh at my wit
and sass.
instead,
you are two hundred miles away
dating a seventeen year old
who apparently
makes you happy.
and i live my life smiling,
if not because i'm with you
because the last time i saw you,
you hugged me so close
and whispered
that you missed my laugh.
i just wish you missed me enough
to do something about it,
i wish you missed me enough
to love me.
or loved me enough,
to miss me.
i die for you.
i would, i could,
i probably will.
you ruin me.
and i would rather be ruined
by you
than loved
by anyone else. |
Submission Name: for sean (pt. 2)
