I wonder, are you still with her? Don't mean to pry that's just what I thought of after reading the description. I do feel like this, about my husband. It's kinda weird saying that but I'l be getting used to it here shortly, anyways I left him onceand I thought the whole time we were apart I would die, literally. I was the one who did the breaking up and still I cried myself to sleep every night. It's more than a heartache, it goes right down to the soul I couldn't imagine living my life without him ever again, this write reminded me of that. Thankyou, it was beautiful.