When you are around I feel.....sad, anxious, small, fragile,
lost, defenseless, afraid --- without a voice.
When you are around ...........all hope fades away
often the end is welcomed.
You made me..........weak, depressed, angry, tired.
You took from me.....hope, love, happiness, joy, my life, myself.
When you look at me you see.....failure, weakness, stupidity,
You blame me today for who I am
You molded me, I ran away.
When you are around I feel ........like I'm walking on needles, on grenades
You are....toxic, and I long for the day that will find me completely numb and dead. |