Description: I was listening to a friends band over myspace. The melody, the words, this is what it created within my mind.
Tonight I lay awake, restless with thoughts in my mind about the one that calls me his girl. Truth be told, this is for him.
My promise ring.
I heart you, ever so dearly -------------------------------------------
Restless from all of the complications
Looking down at my cellphone
Laying next to my hand
Desprately, waiting on you
The rush my heart endures
As our song plays
Shattering the silence
That ever so scares me
Wanting to hear your voice
To sooth my worried mind
Wide awake
Holding myself tonight
Back against the wall
Knees close to my chest
As I bury my head into my arms
These are real tears tonight
That run down my face
What can I say?
I need you tonight
Need you right now
I can tell something is wrong
Something, wrong with us
Closing my eyes
Retreating back to those days
Where this thing called life
Seemed so simple
Slinding my back up against the wall
Standing up
Turning to the mirror
I dont reconize myself
The person staring back
She changed
On the inside
I can see her pain
Writting all over her face
This all doesn't feel right
My past haunts me at night
As I live the present in the day
Future still unknown to most
I dream it when I'm with you
And when we're apart
The future seems so distant
Out of reach
My grasp isn't strong enough
Hoping when I do rest my head
When I wake you'll be by my side
Holding my hand tight
Like the first time
Kiss me like it was our last
You don't realize how much this means to me
How much you mean to me
This is real
We aren't just some poster couple
Separting the lies from the truth
Where trust stays as the key
Between you and me
This isn't so new
But long forgotten
These feelings of loneliness
Disappears
And broken hearts
Start to heal
Those simple words
Hold so much meaning
I can feel these lips
Quivering them
Speechless
I remain speechless
Scared to hear that dreadful pause
To hear words that aren't the same
I wish to hear them spoken
Directed to me
But this is all to early
So a substitute
Is uttered softly into your ear
My hands entangled with yours
Lips so close
Eyes that meet
I know you can't say them now
But I know I can say
I heart you, ever so dearly
You mean the world to me
And this is my promise
Ever to stay true
These words, I heart you
Hold more meaning
As a promise ring
Holds a place for the real ring
So I promise you this
I heart you, ever so dearly.
Submission Name: I heart you, ever so dearly
