WHERE IS IT ? -------------------------------------------
It never stays new
All the cute things
Annoy
You realize you aren’t as important as you thought
Maybe you over hear a phone conversation
Maybe you just become familiar
You get forgotten amongst the everyday
Loneliness seeps in
Then sadness
Finally anger
No one cares
No one really sees you anymore
The struggle you thought you where in together
Ends up being only yours in the end
You thought you could be happy in mundane life
The day in day out that is in essence humane
But you cant
Not really
It is not enough to just exist
You need passion
Crazy insane love
All the time
Connection attention
Sunset beaches and dancing in the rain
Love songs
Midnight promises
Roses and candles
Bitter fights and slow love making
You want to be needed like air
But after its all done you are simply exhaled