"I loved her, I loved her so much and she never knew it. I wish she did, I wish I told her when I could. But I can't it's to late, and I'll always be to late. I wish I was there, a second to late, why am I always late!" broken sentences whispered breathlessly to himself while he stumbled through the snow. A white forest he ran through, trying to escape the memories embedded in his mind. Frozen tears clung to his cheeks though he never noticed them. His destination was closer, getting closer. He gasped seeing it all again, her beauty enclosed in an ice wall. He moaned with raw sorrow and ran towards the frozen lake.
He saw her staring at him, happiness was finally in her eyes. Pure bliss that he'd never seen before. He didn't care if she was happy, he wanted to feel her warm fingers once again. He told himself he could make her happy, he could make her happy once again. He knew he couldn't but he still tried, still lied to himself. Clawing at the ice, he tried to free her from her paradise. It was in vain she was leaving.
"Nooo!" He moaned trying to steal her from death.
"No no no" he whispered through sobs, stopping like before.
"nooo." he whispered before the ice below him cracked and broke beneath him. He smiled, embracing the phantom of her. He freed her; or so he thought.
He freed himself from the pain of her. And the sun rose above the desolate forest ready to bring bliss(summer) once again.