Dark Whispers
Tears lay awake... I dream the night still
I can not breath, I can not feel
Tears drop... they stumble, they fall
I can not walk... I can not crawl
Darkness awaits for me... dark whispers, sing
The deep inside of me.. burns and stings
Darkness fills the air... fills the room
Will I be remembered when I finally meet my doom?
Stairs follow me around... follow my everyday
Feeling my all... feeling the emptiness the same old way
Having no reason... having no peace
Only this pain that continues to increase
Dark whispers... dark soul
Feeling my own... leaving me whole
Listen closely... listen deep
I am aways awaiting... as you are content in your sleep
Feeling trapped... feeling without much hope
Feeling this depressing... pressing with this rope
Fearing life... fearing death
Fearing everything... even the air of my last dying breath
Seeing the lost... seeing it all too real
Hearing the lies... hearing them still
Feeling the hate... feeling it now
Tasting the way... and wasting just how
Smelling the last memory... of the beast's breath
And how he hurt me... how he wanted my death
But still I press on... continue to wake
But this life... is always too hard to take
But still I press on... press on... press on
Farther and farther as years have gone
Still I hear... hear those taunting laughters, dark whispering, bye
Still I hear... like it was yesterday... him standing there watching me cry
How can I forget... How can I forgive
How can I go on... and continue to live
Seeing that I am still here in his eyes
Even after those many years... after so many lies
Even though I haven't seen him for many
Many long years... he still haunts my lasting memory
My body aches still... still the abuse lingers
And still I feel those hands... and see those bloody fingers
Why? I ask, Why?
What have I done to you to make me cry?
Dark whispers
Dark whispers
Dark whispers
But no answers why
Still I ask... and still I cry
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