Description: It's poem about how my heart is in control...
~!!~ So I Say I Love you, At The Risk of My Last B -------------------------------------------
~!!~ So I Say I Love you, At The Risk of My Last Breath ~!!~
If I constantly say I love you, Iím telling you too much. If I donít say it at least once a day Iím not telling you enough. So should I hold in these painful feelings or let them out. Iím so scared for my heart because once I give it to you I can never get it back again. I donít want to live my life in regret but I donít want to neglect my heart and soul. So I admit to you I love you and I give to you my all. All I ask for is your love in return. I wonder what our relationship will be like now that I have confessed my soul. Regardless I say it every chance I get because what would happen if I didnít. I go about my life as if itís a chess game that determines my well being for future references. Youíre my heart. I want you to see that. I will love you even at the risk of losing you because if I didnít I will risk losing myself. Iíd rather be lonely and sick than to lose the chance to express to you what gives me meaning. So please take time and listen to me. You mean the world to me and I am so helpless when it comes to you. I seem to be that misunderstood girl who sits in the corner. I am misunderstood because no one wants to take the fucking time to understand me. I portray the face of a woman who doesnít give a fuck what other people think but its all front. Your opinion matters more than anyoneís. Youíre my life jacket that keeps me afloat and without you I will sink. Baby I want us to reach longevity. So I say I love you even at the risk of my last breathÖÖÖÖÖÖÖÖ.. I love U ~!!~