Description: Do not be fooled, when it comes to assuming who this is written to.
Praying Without Words -------------------------------------------
I'm praying without words.
I've been on my knees.
I held my hands out until
I felt nothing. Until
I was numb. And I've been
swerving in traffic and
keeping my head down. I've
considered making myself bleed
and making myself heard.
I've screamed at You
and kept my mouth shut.
I've slammed doors
and I've shed tears until I'm flooded,
I've shed tears until I'm dry,
I've shed tears in silence hoping
You would hear me because
I'm praying without words.
It's an instant replay in my head
of something that won't happen.
You won't touch me and You wont
hold me, though I know
that You could. And I know
that You love me and that
You don't want me to do this but
You don't touch me and
You don't hold me and
You don't make me feel it and
You don't make me believe it You just
hold back until I can't hold on
Was this to the Father? I ask because I have felt that way with unanswered prayers but I had to devote myself somehow and I slipped thru the cracks between his fingers.I don't want to sound like I've gotten away with murder but this relevant. 4.5stars <<<b/c of the realness but not being specific enough.
Submission Name: Praying Without Words
