Description: The angst of crush, pathetically enough. Sometime, it just gets to me so much. So I just wrote it down in the hopes that it may flourish.
Feel so Bad -------------------------------------------
I saved up all my love for you
hoping that you would always choose
me, with the hope to never lose.
It was so sad.
When I dream of you and I
I run along the seams and try
to hold on to the threads that bind
me and you. Stuck in my mind.
Now I know just how you feel.
Taking my heart to make a steal
for emotions you never had.
.....
My racing heart will never win.
I drank to all your deadly sins.
Now I just feel so bad.
When you linger far too long,
I find I'm lost among
all the bitter things you use to say.
I prayed for you to stay away.
I burn all of my open soars
to heal me with the battle lore.
Numb me down to my core.
I never been so mad.