You can spot us in the hallways
The ones with the bags under our eyes,
eyes which hold a million sorrows,
The forgotten ones.
We repell eachother,
because it's hard enough to do the job
In a crowded room of a million faces
they are so close
but you couldn't be farther.
We burrow ourselves
we barrackade ourselves in forgotten dreams.
Our realm is one of fake smiles.
Our regrets, only one.
That we don't let you down.
Not being there to hold you.
Not being with you.
To feel your pain
I'm sorry I can't smile for you,
Sorry I can't simply do my job.
All you need is a smile, a new parade
to let you know..
'You're my addiction'
Because I can't escape your
'I am a disease'
If so you never infected me
I infected you
But now its too late for the antivirus
I didnt create you
You created yourself
But I barrackaded you behind it while trying to break down
[between myself and reality]
Because us, we cry in the dark
Because we don't want you to know
So you will
So you won't have to
I die a little everyday
So you will never
But you do
My only regret.