I woke up again today,
Disturbed, disgusted, alone,
And I sat on my bed thinking,
Where has my life gone?
I stare at the reflection in the mirror
That pale face I see,
Does that person really exist?
If it does, is it me?
I need to be left alone,
Isolation is the only way,
History repeats itself, I'm afraid
And tomorrow becomes today.
I want to go back to sleep
Not go to school today,
Because you are there, and I ache,
I will not be okay.
But I can't keep running,
The time is catching up with me,
Tell me it's gonna stop now,
That there is more for me to live.
And just tell me a few things,
That your brain doesn't work like mine,
That you're not thinking about this,
Because I am not fine.
I spill my heart and soul to you,
But you never confide in me
I am living your pain,
And see all you don't want to see.
The repetition annoys me,
Makes me scream and shout,
I am done writing this crap,
Goodbye, I'm going out. |