no matter how much i hide the pain, it still kills me. my love for you cannot be contained within me. i want to be in your arms, everlasting. the sappy songs of my todays norm have been stabbing at my heart worse than the razors at my bloody wrist.
you tell me it seems as though i died, but its you who is dead. i mourn loosing you. i stare endlessly at your picture, longing to climb inside and into your warm embrace. there is too much longing in me for my soal to handle. the pain inside is drowning out the sunlight without. iv been rendered blind to the blessing that are apon me. my heart has become a hermit trapped inside its dark lair. beating only weakly, caring not of its fate. weakness reins my body. my strength has diminished. life without you is the life of the undead. vampire i be... |