People cut because their life sucks.
People like me that just dont give a fuck.
If no one cares then why should I?
Just leave me alone and let me.
My short little life is just a lie.
The truth you want? (Sigh)
Please just forget me.
Dont waste your time.
Dont read in to this it is not a sign.
I wont tell you my life.
I wont show you my scars.
Dont ask me to tell you what is inside.
I like to let it bottle up.
Dont try to be here for me now.
You never were before.
My heart cries.
Its broken and sore.
Lies ripping, dripping, torn.
Emotions suspended.
In liquid nitrogen.
Throw them to the floor,
Watch them shatter.
You are so cute when you pretend to care.
Dont pretend for even a moment, Dont dare.
Lifeless i lie, A blank stare.
Ask me ill laugh.
I'll never share,
Condem me to hell.
I feel this all but remain unphased.
Look at me a little dazed.
I cut because my life sucks.
I cut because you dont give a fuck.
I die, you laugh inside,
My cuts i try to hide,
You try so hard to see through.
I fucking hate you.
Im never going to tell..
These problems are mine.
You Bitch go to hell.
Lifelessly condemed.
Sent there just for your sins.
This is not yet where we end.
Ask me silence, again, again,
Slightly, I'll grin.
Silent misery.
Left here to bleed.
Left for all the world to see.
This is something you love.
I move, I shove.
You stumble you fall.
You thought you had control of it all.
Thought i wouldnt fight back.
Thought i would just die.
Last i hear you laughing.
It makes me horribly sick.
Choke to death you God Damned PRICK.
Bite me, cut me, stab me.
Im numb to it all.
Im so cold now.
You stab me in the heart.
Pull back a cold dagger.
Frozen, it shatteres.
My words to you never seem to matter.
Leave me alone.
Push you away from me.
Ill push me away from you.
You dont love me.
You dont care.
Dont pretend now.
I am dead inside.
Numb my eyes peer at you through hair.
I am in your head.
At long last.
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