Description: i got in a fight w/ my mom... it wasn't fun
mom -------------------------------------------
Is there anything thats possible to feel
is there any bit of life left in you
do you like to see these broken tears i cry
to you like to know the pain you cause is ture.
i only wanted some space to myself
just a little time on my own
instead i got a explosion
and now i wish this wansn't my home.
your hands around my throat
bring out the worst in me
they re-veil the cold man
that you could never ever see
and while the violence runs
in circles in my head
i continue to hold it in
I continue to hide this.
and while the tension between us builds up
our patience crumbles down.
all i ever wanted was a mother
but now i just want someone other
then you.
arguments
turn to hate
and that begins to escalate
words sharper then swords
cut through the air
nothing ever hurt worse
but sides you lies.
the i love yous.
all those lies.
were never true.
if these feelings could be erased
you know i would erease them.
i would take back the things i said
and never ever say them.
why do you feel differently
why don't you care
i thought you were a mother
i thought you'd always be there...