wholer? i'm not sure. I have been a jerk
and I am sorry for many things.
me too. me too.
the last bit: Scared
but more in touch with my Self.
this has me all kinds of messed up. why scared?
not in a bad way messed up but in a curious way. maybe it's because I don't think I could ever capitalize my Self. I have a hard time hitting the caps lock for i. maybe it's because i don't have any Self esteem. i have plenty of self esteem but it just gets in the way.
i suppose i can see how i would be scared if my Self was capitalized.
this has been fun. and thought provoking.
interestingly (for me anyway) i read this after i read your latest "a prayer" where i also noticed my Self, so i went looking and found my Self here too. scary.
Submission Name: An apology
