I bite my tongue so u don't have to
I can't say anything without being afraid
I don't want to set you off
But I don't know how much more of this I can take
U say it's not me
Then how come it only happens when I'm around
And the stupidest things
Send us crashing to the ground
I feel like you don't trust me
Like I can't talk to you anymore
I censor my life
To keep you from going off again
I lie awake
after conversations filled with yea, uhuhs
worrying I said something wrong
and you left to get away from me
I can't believe I have to say this
i never thought i'd have to do this again
I can't believe I can't even tell you
hell why am i even writing this
This was written very well. I'm not sure if if you meant it to be personal thoughts, rant, or whatever, but it was a good vent anyway. I know how you feel, my ex made me feel the same way. Hope everything heads for the better. Keep up thre great work, and I'll keep reading