My dignity gone.
No innocence left.
My body bruised, and beaten.
You're on top of me now.
Sliding your hands down my top.
I scream and scream, please get off.
Theres a smirk on your face.
Controlling me, holding me down.
A drip of sweat, falls to my face.
Mascara staining my cheeks.
You're unbuttoning my pants now.
I try and force you off.
The harder I try, the more it hurts.
I give up, you won.
You're getting up now, leaving me alone.
You whisper a threat, into my ear.
Leaving me in tears, bundles of fear.
A few days go by, I haven't stopped crying.
Inside it feels, as if I'm dying.
My virgined body, now torn up inside.
You had your way, are you now happy?
I'm living in fear, afraid to be alone.
Worthless, whore, you scum; these thoughts going threw my mind.
If I was so good, I would've left you behind.
Horrifying flashbacks, every second of the day.
I cry myself to sleep, hoping this will all be a dream.
My body, torned.
My innocence, gone.
My mind, corrupted.
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