another night spend arguing
on stuff that ain't important
feeling the hot tears rising
trying to change the subject
but once you get started
its impossible to stop it
trying once again not to cry
holding my head up high,
swallowing hard trying to be strong
and holding my beating heart
that was being torn inside
slowly you apologize and
say it's for the best
to act like it never happened
and everything will be ok
and like a fool i accept you and
let you hold me tight
while your warmth burns deep within me
letting go of all my pains and fears
wanting tomorow never to reveal
what tonight came so close to being real |