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this is very hard for me I feel I can't return. the lesson you have taught me has been the hardest learned. I feel as though I'm overwhelmed afraid to be with you. Afraid to feel what I once felt and what you'll put me through. I'm a man of few fears few anxieties and few beliefs At this moment I am scared that loving you is no relief Some where we have traded what we had for this I left with good intentions but that was swing and miss. how'd we ever go so wrong were did this all start I gave you all my time I gave you all my heart you've taken all I've given you threw it all away. it was all forsaken for the pleasures of one day. who was he compared to me what skill did he posess to make you turn away from me and make me second best I did all this for you and me I did it for a future life. in doing this I never thought that I would loose a wife. Here I thought of us as strong unbreakable I thought our love. unbreakable is what it is this pain that I can't get rid of. I'm a man a simple one But simple men still dream. we still bleed and sweat and try to muffle every scream why would you force this what decission can I make. I built my world around a love that you have proven fake. my words to you are whispers of a former man who went away. so is the reason why I feel afraid to come back home today.

Submitted on 2008-03-21 17:16:17     Terms of Service / Copyright Rules
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